being mean

When i was a kid i was a very judgemental person and i still am. I dont find being mean a bad thing because its usually the truth that needs to come out. I would always give dirty looks to ugly people or fat people. I would hate being around anyone i didnt like and start whining. My childhood was not very normal i was a crazy kid. In my childhood i remember ditching a lot of kids because they wanted to hang out and i didnt want to. When i hung out with a kid for too long i would completely avoid him after a while. I get tired of things extremely fast especially with friends. I was never being mean in my childhood though because i had two older brothers that were usually mean to me. Having two older brothers advanced my knowledge in alot of ways, mainly why i didnt even need friends back then.
One incident i remember was with a kid named kyle. My group of friends were musicians its been like that since 6th grade and still is. Were artists and we judge everyone badly. We had a friend kyle that we hung with everyday well atleast i did. We eventually started playing in our band alot more and not hanging with him. Eventually we ditched him and continued our adventures. I probably did alot meaner things back then because i was a little punk but that's the only incident i can remember thats appropriate for school.
I dont feel bad about the situation because in my life i have no regrets. Everything that has happened to me and that i've done happened for a reason. I feel good about it though because it was funny and being mean is funny especially if it isnt you who's being picked on.
People are like that because kids go through phases, wether its a punching phase or a screaming pulling hair phase. Kids are spurratic and do things because they are told to in their head. Noone deserves to be bullied but if your in that position its all on you to get out of it. It's only god testing your strength emotionally and physically.